In the back of my mind, I always knew this time would come. And no matter how much I tried to prepare myself, I knew I would never be ready when it finally came around.
To be completely honest, I don't know what to do with myself. I try to go about my days as normally as I can as to keep my mind preoccupied the best I can. But once I'm alone with my thoughts, I feel nothing but immense sadness. Every inch of my heart aches because there's not one single thing I can do to change anything. The only option I have is to accept this inevitable reality and I .. just can't.
I'm not ready.
And I don't think I ever will be...
I love my Ah Gong too much