If you couldn't tell already, I'm someone who wonders about love all the time. I've always been curious (perhaps) because I've never truly experienced it. I observe. I ask. I daydream. But I've never quite figured it out.
I rely on optimism to keep me hopeful. To keep the possibility of having someone real make his appearance one day.
Because if not, then cynicism will easily take over and that would be sad. I'll admit it. I'm human. I often have my doubts about the opposite sex and their intentions. Not specifically towards me but to women in general. There are a lot of creeps out there. So a girl has to look out and be on guard.. so she won't be vulnerable to getting her heart broken.
For now, it's just a matter of being patient and taking this time to work on me, my goals and dreams. And to be completely honest if "he" never shows up, I would yes be disappointed but ... ok. Because I'd rather live my life single and dramafree than settle with yet another not so nice guy and his ish.. ya know what i mean?
... I wonder.