thank you thank you.
you're too kind.
However this particular time.. this moment... something told me to think again. And if I want to be completely honest with myself, I've been wanting (nay) dare I say craving a change in that part of my life for quite a while now. So in order for a change to happen, I have to start by making changes in my life. Even if they don't end up turning out the way I wanted, at least I knew I went for it.
Needless to say there has been a great internal struggle for me.
It's easy to go with what's most natural to me. It also doesn't help that others don't agree with my decision. But deep down, I have a feeling... a nudge. And if I can't take my own advice about drowning out all the voices and listening to the one that matters the most, then how do I expect others to?
So here goes nothing ...